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♥ Tuesday, 13 September 2011

Time really flies...
A few months ago i'd just graduated from Poly and now here I am, in SIM embarking on my degree programme. Sometimes I really wonder why I'd chosen to continue my studies first instead of finding a decent job. It's just contradicting; while i was pursuing my studies, i can't wait to finish it and take off to find a job. When i'm working, i would miss the times in school...the times spent studying and etc.. oh well~ life.

Anyway, bf has entered army and is currently undergoing his training in Tekong.. Really miss him lots.. i guess i've been overly-dependent on him. i feel so empty and lost sometimes.. Throughout the years that we've been dating, he has always been the one doing the guidance, giving the directives.. cause apparently i'm one who's indecisive. On a side note, this year he had spent his birthday in camp. I dont know whether it's predestined or what but he's just really suay... not only is he spending his birthday in camp, he's also down with high fever. the illness persisted on for consecutively 5 days and counting.. lots of demoralising things happened.. eventually his MO also found out about his wrist problem and he had no choice but to hand over the letter certifying that he needs to be excused from trainings involving the use of his wrists. his morale plunged when he was told that he might need to drop out of course and gotta re-course BMT again. He told me that he felt like crying. Upon hearing what he's said, i feel so helpless. apart from consoling him, i cant think and suggest of ways to help him cause i'm totally clueless about these kinda army stuffs. Sigh~ from now on i'll start to pray for him..firstly im'ma pray for a speedy recovery for him and next, gotta pray to buddha and the deities to bless him with good health and good luck. Hope it works!

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