My Life Story; 我的人生自传

♥ Wednesday, 19 January 2011

i'm bored.. really bored.. thus here i am, updating my blog again.
recently many people have been tackled by the flu virus, and unfortunately i'm one of the many victims. at this time, this moment, i'm supposed to be with my class at seletar country club for golf putting sessions but due to the fact that i'm down with cough and flu, i gotta stay at home and stone. for missing out on the golf session, i've also wasted $12 for nothing and approximately $20+ for medicines and MC. money dont come by easily and i've wasted so much today..oh well =(

Anyway i've been pondering alot recently. One particular matter that i've been dwelling on is how i should lead my life. As you see, to lead a fulfilling life, first of all you've gotta know what's your career path. On a sidenote, I realised that I'm very easily influenced. Some time back, I made up my mind to pursue an early childhood diploma after poly graduation cause i believe that I've a passion for educating the younger lot and in becoming a kindergarten teacher. However, after telling one of my seniors of my career plan, she explained to me that all's not worth it as i'll only be wasting time and money away. I deemed her explanation to be true and thought that it really made alot of sense hence I decided to simply pursue a hospitality and tourism degree in private uni since that's the subject that i'm doing for my diploma right now. When I met up with my cousin a week back, she shared with me how she had attained her current achievements. She graduated from MDIS holding a general business degree and now, she is an assistant manager of a certain dept in Citibank Pte Ltd. During her poly days and while pursuing her degree course, she worked as a part-timer at fish and co. Her experience at fish and co was 6-7 years. Upon graduation, she headed to citibank and UOB for interviews. Within a short period of time, both UOB and citibank responded by offering her work contracts; she chose the latter option. The conversation with her really set me thinking and I was determined to follow her footsteps. However, my decision waivered again several days back when my parents and I were watching the news. SIM is said to be offering a degree in Chinese Studies to train and cultivate potential chinese teachers; MOE is looking for 500 candidates to fill in the vacancies for chinese teachers. My parents encouraged me to take up that degree course as they know that i've always been passionate about learning chinese and Chinese was my best subject throughout primary and secondary education. Now, i'm caught in the middle and am spoilt for choice. How do i ultimately decide which path to take on? I really dont know. I guess i really need to go for job counselling sessions... but how do i go for it? who do i approach? =/

Zhi Win♥ Blogged @

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In a blink of an eye, another week's gone... grandma's gone too.

阿嫲，我好想念您，也好后悔为什么当初没好好珍惜与您在一起的时光。阿嫲，您一定要好好的安息。。。不要再操心了! 我们都会好好照顾自己的！我们都爱您！ <3

During the previous week, 我经历到、领悟了一些事物. It made me pondered alot... 原来我们之间的友谊是那么地脆弱...还是...sigh.. shall not continue with it anymore..真的是越想越辛酸。

Anyway, went to facebook just now and saw a status posted by someone. I dont know why, but as a friend, i'm feeling very infuriated that he's still acting that way. I know i'm in no position to talk about it, but Seriously speaking, there's really no use in holding on to it anymore. Stop deluding yourself since you're already aware of the truth. What's gone is gone and all that you can do now is wake up and move forward. No use dwelling on the past anymore. I really hope that you can face the reality bravely. 何必自暴自弃呢？你那又是何苦呢？ Haiyo. She's not going to witness it and she has already moved on, so why couldn't you?

Counselling no longer work for that person so all that I can do now is to wish for the best for him. Hope he can divert his attention to focusing on other stuffs ba.

Zhi Win♥ Blogged @

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♥ Saturday, 8 January 2011

Hmm, seems like it's been some time since i last blogged. time really flies ya... and in a blink of an eye, it's already year 2011. 2010 hasn't been a smooth sailing year; well at least to me.. there're just so many unhappiness that i'd experienced throughout that year; countless family problems, loss of a friend, got into some conflicts with my boss from internship, friends issues and etc etc.

Just when i thought perhaps 2011 may turn out to be a good headstart, problems arose. Some days back, my grandmother was admitted to the ICU of changi general hospital. I went to visit her upon receiving the news. There were several tubes inserted into her, and all that I can conclude was that she shouldn't have gone through all those torments. It's really heart-wrenching. She couldn't even speak; it really hurts me to see her suffer in that way... what's more is that, she's already in her seventies. The day before yesterday, her condition got slightly better and she was transferred to the normal ward. and again, just when we thought she's on the route to recovering, she's down with high fever. Visited her just now with my parents and found out from the nurse that her body temperature's at 39.1 degree celsius. She didnt even had the strength to open her eyes and communicate with us. I truly hope that things can really change for the better and she'll be fine again.

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