Time really flies... A few months ago i'd just graduated from Poly and now here I am, in SIM embarking on my degree programme. Sometimes I really wonder why I'd chosen to continue my studies first instead of finding a decent job. It's just contradicting; while i was pursuing my studies, i can't wait to finish it and take off to find a job. When i'm working, i would miss the times in school...the times spent studying and etc.. oh well~ life.
Anyway, bf has entered army and is currently undergoing his training in Tekong.. Really miss him lots.. i guess i've been overly-dependent on him. i feel so empty and lost sometimes.. Throughout the years that we've been dating, he has always been the one doing the guidance, giving the directives.. cause apparently i'm one who's indecisive. On a side note, this year he had spent his birthday in camp. I dont know whether it's predestined or what but he's just really suay... not only is he spending his birthday in camp, he's also down with high fever. the illness persisted on for consecutively 5 days and counting.. lots of demoralising things happened.. eventually his MO also found out about his wrist problem and he had no choice but to hand over the letter certifying that he needs to be excused from trainings involving the use of his wrists. his morale plunged when he was told that he might need to drop out of course and gotta re-course BMT again. He told me that he felt like crying. Upon hearing what he's said, i feel so helpless. apart from consoling him, i cant think and suggest of ways to help him cause i'm totally clueless about these kinda army stuffs. Sigh~ from now on i'll start to pray for him..firstly im'ma pray for a speedy recovery for him and next, gotta pray to buddha and the deities to bless him with good health and good luck. Hope it works!
Zhi Win♥ Blogged @
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♥ Wednesday 19 January 2011
i'm bored.. really bored.. thus here i am, updating my blog again. recently many people have been tackled by the flu virus, and unfortunately i'm one of the many victims. at this time, this moment, i'm supposed to be with my class at seletar country club for golf putting sessions but due to the fact that i'm down with cough and flu, i gotta stay at home and stone. for missing out on the golf session, i've also wasted $12 for nothing and approximately $20+ for medicines and MC. money dont come by easily and i've wasted so much today..oh well =(
Anyway i've been pondering alot recently. One particular matter that i've been dwelling on is how i should lead my life. As you see, to lead a fulfilling life, first of all you've gotta know what's your career path. On a sidenote, I realised that I'm very easily influenced. Some time back, I made up my mind to pursue an early childhood diploma after poly graduation cause i believe that I've a passion for educating the younger lot and in becoming a kindergarten teacher. However, after telling one of my seniors of my career plan, she explained to me that all's not worth it as i'll only be wasting time and money away. I deemed her explanation to be true and thought that it really made alot of sense hence I decided to simply pursue a hospitality and tourism degree in private uni since that's the subject that i'm doing for my diploma right now. When I met up with my cousin a week back, she shared with me how she had attained her current achievements. She graduated from MDIS holding a general business degree and now, she is an assistant manager of a certain dept in Citibank Pte Ltd. During her poly days and while pursuing her degree course, she worked as a part-timer at fish and co. Her experience at fish and co was 6-7 years. Upon graduation, she headed to citibank and UOB for interviews. Within a short period of time, both UOB and citibank responded by offering her work contracts; she chose the latter option. The conversation with her really set me thinking and I was determined to follow her footsteps. However, my decision waivered again several days back when my parents and I were watching the news. SIM is said to be offering a degree in Chinese Studies to train and cultivate potential chinese teachers; MOE is looking for 500 candidates to fill in the vacancies for chinese teachers. My parents encouraged me to take up that degree course as they know that i've always been passionate about learning chinese and Chinese was my best subject throughout primary and secondary education. Now, i'm caught in the middle and am spoilt for choice. How do i ultimately decide which path to take on? I really dont know. I guess i really need to go for job counselling sessions... but how do i go for it? who do i approach? =/
Zhi Win♥ Blogged @
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In a blink of an eye, another week's gone... grandma's gone too.
During the previous week, 我经历到、领悟了一些事物. It made me pondered alot... 原来我们之间的友谊是那么地脆弱...还是...sigh.. shall not continue with it anymore..真的是越想越辛酸。
Anyway, went to facebook just now and saw a status posted by someone. I dont know why, but as a friend, i'm feeling very infuriated that he's still acting that way. I know i'm in no position to talk about it, but Seriously speaking, there's really no use in holding on to it anymore. Stop deluding yourself since you're already aware of the truth. What's gone is gone and all that you can do now is wake up and move forward. No use dwelling on the past anymore. I really hope that you can face the reality bravely. 何必自暴自弃呢？你那又是何苦呢？ Haiyo. She's not going to witness it and she has already moved on, so why couldn't you?
Counselling no longer work for that person so all that I can do now is to wish for the best for him. Hope he can divert his attention to focusing on other stuffs ba.
Zhi Win♥ Blogged @
05:47
♥ Saturday 8 January 2011
Hmm, seems like it's been some time since i last blogged. time really flies ya... and in a blink of an eye, it's already year 2011. 2010 hasn't been a smooth sailing year; well at least to me.. there're just so many unhappiness that i'd experienced throughout that year; countless family problems, loss of a friend, got into some conflicts with my boss from internship, friends issues and etc etc.
Just when i thought perhaps 2011 may turn out to be a good headstart, problems arose. Some days back, my grandmother was admitted to the ICU of changi general hospital. I went to visit her upon receiving the news. There were several tubes inserted into her, and all that I can conclude was that she shouldn't have gone through all those torments. It's really heart-wrenching. She couldn't even speak; it really hurts me to see her suffer in that way... what's more is that, she's already in her seventies. The day before yesterday, her condition got slightly better and she was transferred to the normal ward. and again, just when we thought she's on the route to recovering, she's down with high fever. Visited her just now with my parents and found out from the nurse that her body temperature's at 39.1 degree celsius. She didnt even had the strength to open her eyes and communicate with us. I truly hope that things can really change for the better and she'll be fine again.
Zhi Win♥ Blogged @
09:14
♥ Tuesday 11 August 2009
Delayed Pics from last Thurs...
Went to play the Luge & skyride with Jac & LX since there's discounts off the fees and since.. we've got nothing much to do at that point of time cause we were waiting for the commencement of our Intro to LR lecture @ 3pm. XD
The tickets were priced at $6/person; that is, if you have the sentosa card =X
The Scenery~
LX's got beautiful silky hair (Y) Even she herself was amazed by it when she looked at this pic XD
Me, LX & Jac =))
Going Down...
And off we are for the luge!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ okay, after which, we went back to school and got ourselves into some troubles.... .
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. ATTACK OF THE MALICIOUS MOZZIES!
And i bet they do know we're leaving the sentosa campus soon, see these pics and you'll know
Mine; okay i know i have fat legs. haahaa. alright mine's not tt bad after all, except that the bites are like super big.
LX, the poor victim; her right leg
Her left.. Those ferocious mozzies!~
And just for her left leg alone, there's already like more than 15 bites! Really 佩服 her for being able to withstand the itchiness. Can you just imagine how horribly itchy it'll be?
Okay tt's it for today, time to do accounting hw =DD
will i regret? =/
Zhi Win♥ Blogged @
03:10
♥ Tuesday 4 August 2009
Should i go for lectures tomorrow? Hmm.. =/
and anyway, i just spotted one of my old friend's profile in facebook. LOL. just did some random searching and poof! i found him!
Presenting my "long-lost" friend, Eugene =DD
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